you've been a very bad holiday. a very very bad holiday...

that's not entirely true. it's been a holiday as it's supposed to be: with lots of sunbathing, good food, good wine, good friends, much sleep - to say it short: very relaxing and regenerating.
but when vacation time is about to end and real life is near, at least my brain starts to get, probably in its own terms, very "creative"... it starts to question real life, job life, - it makes it all even more complicated.
do I really wanna go back to office life? the phone ringing all the time, emails coming in constantly and at the same time colleagues standing next to me while I'm at the phone waiting for me to help them out. ???
it just feels so good lying on the beach and listening to the waves right now...

so I look at the people around me in this exceptional environment and wonder what kind of jobs they do that allow them to enjoy the entire or half day in the sun...

today was my first day at work. it wasn't as bad as I expected.
it's just a question of time for the brain to stop thinking, me getting used to it all again and the questions about the perfect life to vanish...